A month has gone by n time seems at a standstill.. Life is absurd.. At times it seems as if it's accelerating so fast that it wont ever stop.. And then comes the lull.. the brakes are suddenly applied n life moves like a boat on still water.. Still.. dull.. nothing to do.. It's just the way it is...
Salvation from boredom comes in the form of friends.. of weed and booze and fag.. Glimpses of light in a dark tunnel that show you the way in times of of the lull... These glimpses light up the otherwise lonesome existence there is someone there to walk with you..
There are critics of course who say that time must be utilized constructively doing some work.. but little do they realize they are talking to a creature hardened by existence in engineering college.. A creature whose life knows not how to utilize time constructively.. who's survival hovers around the week of studies during the end semester exams.. who has forgotten to sleep at sane hours.. and yet at the wrong times manages to sleep to extents never witnessed before... who has learned to waste time as time can be wasted and struggle to finish work at the last moment...
well.. working under pressure is our game.. and we manage... at least!!
Well and then before you know it it's back to the hectic world thats spinning so fast that you don't know when it'll stop.. or whether it will... it just zooms round and round leaving your head reeling and finally before you know it drops you back onto your idyllic isle of peace and boredom.. it's hard to decide which of these states is better for when in either of them the other is craved for.. to an extent at least...
but one thing is for sure... commuting between these absolute extremes is bound to drive a man crazy... at the very least!!!
1 comment:
nice one ankush....feel aa gayi ;P
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