Thursday, November 13, 2008

Facing the storms

The clouds are rumbling, the sky is grey,

I close my eyes, look up and pray,

It stares down at the dry parched earth,

We complain, “ Of water there is great dearth”,

Everything is dark, gloomy all around,

You close your eyes, cower at the sound,

Creatures trying to scamper home in vain,

To seek respite from the relentless rain.

Life is not a bed of roses,

Of barbed wire and thorns there are mazes,

Troubles to be found ate every turn,

To make heads reel and stomachs churn,

Difficulties and troubles to be faced,

Not to turn backs on and be raced,

Search for shelter all around,

But complete respite will never be found.

The skies open up, the rain falls down,

I step outside, my fear is gone,

The sky lights up with brilliant flashes,

Beauties of wonder that only a glimpse catches,

The sun comes out, the sky looks fresh,

A rainbow appears, painted by a brush,

The world is so beautiful once again,

It feels so wonderful to face the rain.

Life is a competition, bravely participate,

It’s such a short game you can’t afford to wait,

Difficulties will come, difficulties will go,

Face them bravely and you can run the show,

Obstacles look big, tough to be passed,

Overcome; the feeling is unsurpassed,

Life will be easy, just face it on,

Your difficulties will all be gone.

So you have to understand,

In times of trouble, keep a firm hand,

Do not turn your backs and run,

Life will not seem any fun,

Take all fear away from your head,

Face difficulties without a tear being shed,

Brave the odds, hold no grudge,

And from the greatest of storms, will you emerge.

Friday, November 7, 2008

im probably drunk but dont underestimate me... its the 7th of november today... cat is on the 16th if u didnt know... the biggest examination of my life for gods sake.. and i am going and getting drunk in the night... imagine.... amazing isnt it......
i just wish i hadnt done well in those aimcats... i just wish i hadnt seen this dream.. cuz this dream i tell u.. its larger than life... ive created an illusion for myself that i probably cant explain right now cuz i am pretty drunk... but this illusion involves myself seeing a dream.. its a dream for me that some day ill be doing my mba from the best management colege in our country... a dream.. but something that i now feel is realisable none the less...
however with just a week to go im having second thoughts... this dream has slowly converted itself into a realisable quantity.. something that i can fulfill.. something that is achievable...
expectations increase.. of people and mysely... why do people have so much faith in me??????
for the first time in my life and i swear to you its the very first tie im afraid...
my thought process is blocked.... all i can think is that ill let all these people down if i dont manage to do something, and the most important ill let myself down...
what should i do... im really confused...
its a life changing exam and i just hope i survive it....