im probably drunk but dont underestimate me... its the 7th of november today... cat is on the 16th if u didnt know... the biggest examination of my life for gods sake.. and i am going and getting drunk in the night... imagine.... amazing isnt it......
i just wish i hadnt done well in those aimcats... i just wish i hadnt seen this dream.. cuz this dream i tell u.. its larger than life... ive created an illusion for myself that i probably cant explain right now cuz i am pretty drunk... but this illusion involves myself seeing a dream.. its a dream for me that some day ill be doing my mba from the best management colege in our country... a dream.. but something that i now feel is realisable none the less...
however with just a week to go im having second thoughts... this dream has slowly converted itself into a realisable quantity.. something that i can fulfill.. something that is achievable...
expectations increase.. of people and mysely... why do people have so much faith in me??????
for the first time in my life and i swear to you its the very first tie im afraid...
my thought process is blocked.... all i can think is that ill let all these people down if i dont manage to do something, and the most important ill let myself down...
what should i do... im really confused...
its a life changing exam and i just hope i survive it....